The day started off with nothing going right. I couldn't imagine leaving the house at this point. I wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. But not today. I can't. I must go forth standing tall and keeping my poker face. Three hours and counting to the worst moment of my life. The time where I must stand and face him. It's time for the truth though unwarranted to come out. It's time to end this horrific tale and find the bitter peace that lies ahead. Colder than the weather outside beats my heart. All I feel is evil, terrifying evil. It's just a moment in time when all this is over. What will happen to me? I don't know. I don't care. Ending this misery is all that matters now.